And you try so hard not to jerk back or grimace because you can’t disappoint them again.
Or, when you’re playing around and they grab your arm to hold you back from running and it opens up the cuts… Again. and the blood runs into your palm and you have to quickly run to the bathroom in the middle of class.
And when they touch and it hurts but you cant do anything so you pretend to feel nothing
Mostly black and white depression http://slitmy-wrists.tumblr.com/
That happened today when I was helping a little kid up who had tripped.